whuve you mama*

Kellen's perfect little sleeping mouth

Two days ago, at 4am I got in bed with my little boy who was a bit restless...I cuddled with him and immediately he fell back to sleep. When he opened his eyes, he looked at me...and looked again as if he is realising that i slept with him...on which he put his hand on my cheek, smiled and said: 'mama doedoe me''. My heart melted, tears welled up in my eyes and I kissed him all over...

Tonight, he got into our bed to fall asleep...I cuddled with him and whispered how much I love him, how wishes do come true and that he must dream big, big dreams and wish...that we wished for him...and that wishes do come true...he turned over, put his little nose against mine, and whispered back unreckonisable words which ended with 'whuv you mama'.

clearing room in your heart*

A few weeks back I cleared some of the rooms in my heart. I felt magical!

' I let go of the thoughts in my mind and said something like this to myself: Okay. I'm available. Show me.

The next moment a powerful wave of energy rolled through my body, filling me with an electric feeling of exhilaration. It was a sweet feeling of heat and light, and it ricocheted up and down and around my body. Suddenly the sweet heat and light seemed to center in my heart, and I felt a boundless compassion for all humankind. My heart felt like it was cracking open, with love adn gratitude to everyone pouring out. I saw all the earth and heavens as one big Being. There was no separation among all beings, all nature and myself - all were equal and one. We were all together in a dance of love and celebration. I remember turning slowly around in circles looking at the sky and trees and the people I could see in the distance. We were all one thing, connected by a quantum field of love and compassion. All of us shared our divinity.' (from 5 wishes, by Gay Hendricks)

You should try it... I dare you! xx