Monday, 22 March 2010

the only photo*

Photo taken by my dad in 1983.
From the left is my brother, William, my sister, Sue, my mom & me

This is the only photo I've found where I look just like my mom. i miss her so much. i cooked a sunday lunch yesterday, thinking about her, wanted to bake rusks, because i miss her, spoke about an hour with my sister, because i miss her, cuddled with kellen, because i miss her (and it's such fun! teehee). i miss my mom. every single day, all the time.

in a way this photo was like the exhale after not breathing for a few days, maybe weeks while thinking of her. you know when you look for something, just that one thing, but you don't know what it is... and you found it. i look like my mom. just like her. i love that.

3 comments:

enchantedartist said...

Oh...you do, you do look just like your mama.:-)

Sending you much love.
xoxo

robin-bird said...

wow this really touches my heart. i miss my mom too. sometimes i miss the idea of having a mom. i don't like having no parents. it makes me feel sad and strangely alone in the world at 56 years old.
xo

jenica said...

this is beautiful, hun
xoxo